You can't not have chemistry

Guess what Tommy? You're a drunken jerk and not someone I'd thought you'd be. You were sweet for few days and then started to show your real side. I knew those kisses had no feelings. I should've followed my instinct but no, I was too stupid. I guess I'm still in the process of learning. I just wish to find a guy who'd last more than a week. What am I doing wrong? I was taking it slow this time...): Maybe slower?