Life shouldn't be this complicated

I never thought that I'd say this, but life is pretty complicated than one would like it to be. I, for one, found that out today. First, I'd like to say that I'm an idiot for getting my friend a date. I feel so stupid for doing that because she makes me feel less deserved than I should. Although my self confidence is pretty high, she just unintentionally/intentionally ruins it for me. So, hopefully (not to be mean), I can escape from her wrath for one day and actually enjoy the date. Aside from that, she's going with my good guy friend whom I wouldn't mind having as my date. However, the bigger problem is my best friend who's upset with me right now. She wanted to go to Homecoming, but no one had a date at the time so we made a dinner reservation to just have a girls' night out. But, according to her, ever since I got a date and became the instigator of the whole thing, everyone's going now. She feels left out but still has enough dignity to refuse to go by herself, using her new job as an excuse (but still being upset/mad at me). I tried convincing her, but it didn't work. She was too proud. But, we'll see how it'll go. Hopefully, I'll be able to actually have a decent dance with my date without my friend making fun of me. She has a certain thing for berating me which gets annoying sometimes.

Back to the original intent of this blog...lol...I'll be talking about the insane dress shopping that I've been doing this week instead of studying for SAT. So, originally, I was going to wear the cute blue dress that I got off from eBay to the dinner (I had the same intention even after I got a date), but my mom gave a flat "NO," which meant that I had to pick something that had to satisfy her. I'm a natural giver. lol. So, she went shopping yesterday night (I had to stay home and do my homework, supposedly...) to pick out few dresses. She came back with one sorta gray with sparkles and one really hooker/stripper looking dress. At first, being in a bad mood since I just awoke from my nap, totally got furiated by the hideousness of the dresses. However, after some judgment, I figured the gray one was okay and acceptable, somewhat cute. But, there was no way was I going to wear the hooker dress. It was one of those middle schooler's layered skirts with huge opening in the back. I wasn't going to get a reputation of "slut." So, my mom went to another mall today and found a great sale at Dillard's. They had 75% and additional 40% off for many cute homecoming dresses. She picked out few decent ones which I tried them on when I got home today. My favorite one is the polka dot (although I would've preferred plain), tight body-wrapping dress that looked classy, sophisticated, and sexy. lol. I knew that that was going to be the one. It was just adorable and really good looking. Although I still scavenging for my missing camera cord, I'll definitely take pictures for the later pleasure. That's pretty much for today.



Oh, I'm totally going to this. Forever21 is my love.

I shouldn't be blogging right now...D:

Gah, I hate my life. lol. jk. but really...if things went smoother, it'd be great. I have 2 quizzes and a test tomorrow, and I just don't feel like studying right now. It's not really of an apathy but rather of a procrastination. I'll get to them eventually.

So, on to my life. WTF. My friend calls me today to tell me that a guy's asking to Homecoming. Hey, isn't that great? No, I have a week before Homecoming and SAT. What the fuck was the principal thinking when he made those two on the same day? Insane. So, I have a dress, but I have another problem. Few girl friends of mine were planning to go to Kabuto's on Saturday since they weren't going to the dance. So, my plan was to go with them. But now, wanting to go to my last year's homecoming, I kinda wanna go, despite the awkward time I know I'm going to have. Why can't we just all go and have fun? Seriously...And now one of my friends is going to get a job, and they want her to start working on that same day. So, if she gets the job, she'll definitely not be going to either the dance or dinner. I'm stuck with people who'll bully me for sure. lol. And the karaoke plan...I guess that's not going to happen either. We'll see.

Now off to my order from janetstore. It hasn't arrived yet, but I just wanted to show you the pictures of some of the things I got. As you can see from the left, they're absolutely adorable!!!

I WANT OXFORDS

Okay...a week before SAT (+ Homecoming...which I'm not even going because my friends have threatened/bullied me into not going). I realize that I shouldn't be online, but hey, what's the point? I'm addicted. lol. This is my lalaland, and I'm in a denial.


Recently, I'm so into cute clothes now...more than ever. I want a boyfriend as well. lol. Yes, I'm a very needy person...I'll start posting pics when I find the cord that connects my camera to my pc...>_>;; Until then...lol.

Gahhhh, Government is evil. My grammar cannot be that bad that I failed a test that I studied so hard for. I hate English...Dude, not even an English teacher can be that harsh!! I wish I was in college already.

I want forever21's Mary Jane Peep Toe so badly...I was going to buy them, but they were out of stock before I could make up my mind!! I need to go shop...I haven't done that in a month...I hate school, and school hates me...Talking about my desire, I want to be able to do layering...Maybe I should lose some weight first *shoves double cheeseburger*

If I can't have Mary Jane, then I want Penelope. lol. That sounded wrong. But they're so cute!! Gah, I'm addicted to shoes. I should utilize the ones that I've only worn three or four times before.

I finally got the blue chiffon dress that I got off from an ebay seller. It came quicker than I expected. It was not what I thought to be...Cheap Chinese manufacture...>_> but the design is still cute. I was going to wear it for Homecoming but that plan got cancelled (bunch of girls with too high of an expectation). Talking about online ordering, I finally paid the janetstore which I ordered pencils and cell straps from. They should be coming soon...hopefully.

Here's the dress.

There is only one size in Asia - the Asian size. Basically the maximum it can go is like 3 in US. If you're Asian and can't fit into an Asian size, you fail (JK). But honestly, their standard of sizing is insane. I saw the similar thing from whenday. I'll buy from there someday when I know what kind of payment I'll have to make...Shady....lol.